Gawd. To think that i've actually been fussing over my appeal back into Hwa Chong for the whole of today =( ...oh my ARGHHH; really don't want to go to that draconian JC across the street, to actually trudge forward into a claustrophic hell that i'll probably be emo-ing 1000x more than i am now =/
Just as i was adapting and accepting Hwa Chong, along with lovely 08S6F XD [GP vocab tsunamis and all..], here i stand now, between the very chasms of dark, abysmal NJC and the comparatively lavish sanctuary of HCI, teetering on the very edge on a stalagmite that might crumble below my trepidating feet.
Anyhow, if i really don't manage to go back to Hwa Chong, just wanted to say that i'll miss S6F if i do leave. Hah. How ironic it is, really. To think that i was actually dreading Hwa Chong on my very first day. Being the solitary SJI fatso i was, i really didn't think i'd miss this class and this place so much when i was at NJC this morning. Lol; actually hated orientation so much that i actually glanced at my watch hundreds of times every day.
It was extremely nostalgic just now this morning, how i gazed at the Hwa Chong clock tower from the NJC canteen. It was as if paradise was just beyond, though i couldn't cross it.
Appeal results are coming out at officially 6pm. I pray that i'll make it.
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